Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Everything's Changin...

My entire world has literally been turned upside down and blown apart over the last 7 months... 

My marriage ended, badly, he up and left out of the blue, everything I thought I knew was wrong.

The last 7 months have been emotional, chaotic, depressing, stressful, crazy, confusing, unbelievable, expensive, busy, and very dramatic... I am so sick of all the constant drama I could just scream. I miss normalcy and boring. Not that my life has ever been exactly normal...

I moved, again...
I decided the best place for the kids and I was back near family in Colorado! After 13 years of living elsewhere I am back! It is so weird, I grew up in Colorado and left shortly after getting married.  It has been so nice to finally have family nearby, which the kids and I have NEVER had before. My kids see their cousin, aunt, uncle (my brother-in-law), and Oma (Grandma in German, my mom) on an almost daily basis! Also their other set of grandparents are only a few hours away so we will see them more often than we used to as well!
My sister and I have finally gotten our good relationship back! She has become my best friend. All in all I am doing better here! Their is still a butt-load of stress in my life, still in the daunting emotional process of getting divorced... But I will get through it and come out stronger when it is all over.